BOYS~

..boys..

..somewhat i feel that i need someone in my arms..

..someone that i need close..

..you are the wonderful ones that i may have wanted..

..to futurely be mine..

..in a bond of marriage..

..to hug..

..to kiss..

BUT

why are some of you didnt try to understand?

is it so hard for you to hear for explaination?

deep in my heart

althought i wanted

but i really think boys SUCKS

why when we girls say something

that is for your own benefit

but you think differently?

we say you should behave

doesnt mean that

"shut up!! you are a pain in the ass"

we didnt say that right?

we just want you to behave

your behaviour right in the moment

is so not suppose to exposed publicly

then, when we say we cared someone else

does it meant by

"i hate you!! go AWAY!!"

NO!

that is a fraud

never ever is that way

could we just be friends?

you say we "are" friends but you act like a "not"

you say you are down because of us

then, why dont you think that

we are down because of you?

why are you boys so not understanding.. you say we girls are the one who doesnt understand.. but look at you.. you dont understand us either.. you just with your own thoughts and never gave us the chances to explain so there is no misunderstanding.. maybe you are hurt by us.. but didnt you think that we may be hurt by yours? come on think! dont be a pain on the neck..

say.. to "you".. surely you wont ever read my blog.. but for your info.. im really hurt by you.. those irritates words.. those shitting words you say to me and about me.. its not me to be blamed.. its shitting you.. go fucking to your life.. and never ever say that im the one who left you.. in reality.. it is you who dumped me.. can you recall back.. what makes us like this.. it is you.. you always made me felt guilty of what i do.. everything i do is an error.. all i want is a shit for you.. my problem are always said to be an excuses.. you never wanted to hear my explaination.. you just called that an excuses.. and you are the ones who makes me this shitting hurt.. and this is the worst regret i ever had.. what do you know about the truth.. the truth about me.. the truth about anything.. and for your shitting info.. i never sees you as my number one priority!! take your fucking ass away from here!

boys.. you are the WORST!!

p/s: i really felt like screaming to your ears so that you hear us n want to shoot you in the heart so that you feel what we feel.. but i cant.. you are my friends.. please be understanding..