Quarrel~ =.=

today i quarrel with someone

my best friend

i thought she was angry at me

because that boy ask me to be the mc today

for the maulidur rasul in our school

but actually, she just wanted to be the mc since she was form 1

we text

and quarrel about everything

why do you do that, why do you do this

then, we expressed all of

our feelings that we kept for years..

it felt a little bit relieve though

glad to have that conversation

although all that we kept is so painful

that struck directly to our heart,

but i wont cry

i wont say sorry for myself

sorry is a weakness

crying is a weakness

i want to be strong

i am tough

i am not desperate

i will not sulking easily

i will not cry easily

i will not take something hurt in my heart easily

thats because i always think positively

n i always want to be happy

keeping myself busy

so that, i will forget those shitting things in my life

eventhough it is just for a while

i cant be tension all day

thats why i always be friends with my friends like mad

p/s: hey, i wanna us to be better together.. i love being friends with all of you guys.. you all are the lights to my darkness of loneliness.. i dont want to be alone.. thanks for being by my side.. :)